moment when she almost accidentally overdosed

recurring cysts on her vocal cords i had a problem 

 her album or next show no one told me that it wasnt normal

 that accidents can happen instead she learned it for herself

 three night gig at the beacon theater she was alone in her hotel and almost

 took used to treat anxiety and panic disorder instead 

  I dont know if i would have ever worken  up carlisle wrote in her book 

she imagined the stain on her name that would have resultd  

nine years catherrine shepard or bandmates phil and tim